Little would also advance to take knowledge of the curses of my vice, therefore, already it lived in the fancy of the success and of the new to be it will transform that me, was the maximum! My career of smoker was long. I smoked the first cigarette to the thirteen years, still in sporadical character during two years for religious questions and to the fifteen years, I caught firm and I made career. They had been long thirty and five years of tobaccoism! Next to the eighteen years, due to practical of sports, I made my first attempt to stop to smoke and failed. I did not understand very well what it had happened, but also, still he was very attractive to be part of this select group of people who smoked. I took the life ahead. Years later, when already it had forgotten the last attempt failed to stop, already to the twenty and five years approximately, when also already it was said of the possibilities to contract illnesses, mainly the cancer for the habit to smoke, I made a new attempt. This time I convinced a friend that together we could win this fight. They had been three long days of my abstinence.
I was in the biggest joy in catching smoking it hidden, therefore, it had a reason just to breach our treatment. I came back to the vice. Of this time it was different, replenished the load of nicotine in the body, started pain in the conscience and a great doubt: it will be that I do not obtain to stop? It will be that I am vitiated? It was this that my parents had tried to alert to me and not I gave ear! I only took the life ahead, that now with a hurt of the defeat and an enormous feeling of guilt.